I miss F, so so much. It's been a while now, but hopefully I'll meet him again in a few weeks. He gets me all tingly and nervous, every time we meet. I love those seconds before the first touch, when I see him arriving out on the yard. The tension, electric, before he lays his hands on me and I'm off to the stars. He makes my knees weak, my hands trembling, my body becomes hyper-sensitive for every touch. He finds it low-key funny, how I barely can walk or talk after he touched me in all the right places. When he kiss my neck, I become a ragdoll. I know that he loves to have that effect on me.… 続きを読む

Even if the snow is covering the ground with 60-70cm of icy white crystals, I can feel the spring coming, in my body. That wild, untamed, almost a****listic LUST is starting to tingle in every fiber. I often find myself feeling light headed, hazy and a bit lust-drunk, thinking of sex in a different way than normal. Typical sign that spring is upon us. It must be the light, returning. I could do it all day, every day now. I see a man and I instantly wonder how he would feel inside of me, how he would fuck me. Slow and steady, wanting me to orgasm, or hard, intense just to release himself. I wou… 続きを読む

Yes. I've done that. Layed with both f*ther and s*n. But not at the same time, there's a limit to the perversions. Me and "the F" knew each other and hanged out with a group of friends and also had great occasional sex. My viking, I always think of him like that. Mostly due to his style - no he did not wear a viking helmet- bwahaha. And a buffed, strong body. Compact. I love that kind of body on a man (among other body types). Everything about him was...thick. Eveeeryyythiiing. IfyaknowwhatImean. He would really stretch me. Sore for days. But I could not say no if he was up to it before I re… 続きを読む

It was a very nice new years eve. Spent it with friends, and just drank, ate and had fun. Slept over there. And just as everyone started to wake up, my bf got horny and decided to fuck me. I eased down my tight pajama leggings and panties, just so he could slide inside of my pussy. We layed under the covers and he fucked me gently...with the door open...and with the toilet laying on the other side of the wall, the unevitable happened. One of our friends popped her head in to our room saying good morning...while he was inside of me, and I tried to chat with her with a normal, neutral voice. I w… 続きを読む

We're really been at it these last weeks. Have gotten so many creampies...But been sucking him off quite a bit too, I really enjoy it and sometimes it's very neat and less messy. ;) We had a couple of days when we both where sore and had to chill for a bit. It only seemed to make us even hornier, letting the tension build up. One of my current favorite positions right now is laying on my belly, with a pillow under my hips, legs wide spread and him taking me from behind, deep...and from the pillow, if placed correctly, you get that nice arch on your lower back too. So you really can feel how y… 続きを読む

Honestly, I do not know why. Some things come and go in cycles, so that might be so this time too, who knows. But. As long as I remember I has always gotten turned on by rough sex. Sometimes very rough sex. Borderline violent and twisted. Slow lovemaking has always made me turned off. So silly, I often scoffed to myself. Nope, no eye contact, just bone me and manhandle me please. Hurt me. But a few weeks ago things changed. First I stopped with my meds, for depression, they made me wired up, stressed, anxious. I do not recommend anyone doing such without consulting a doc. But I had a theory,… 続きを読む

Earlier today I asked if me and my man could take a walk in the forest, maybe find some chantarelles or so. I just love being out in the woods, and it is such a lovely day today. Very warm for october and sunny. I put on black leggings and a long black hoodie that covered my butt. And under the hoodie I had a push-up bra. I had a little surprise for him...I had cut a whole in the leggings, yep, in the crotch. So soon he saw me beinding over picking chantarelles and, ta-daa. He pretty much just layed me down in the moss and fingered me (oh yes, I was sooo wet!)and then slid right in to fuck me… 続きを読む

It's such a rainy and cold day. Took a HOT shower, shaved my pussy all smooth...got horny, but no man at home. So I took a turn with the dildo, came really fast. It's such a thrilling feel with a smooth shaven pussy, all wet and swollen. Took some pics and sent him, so he knows what awaits him later tonight. I sure need a nice, big load of cum in me ;)… 続きを読む

So, my ex-master and I have contact via kik. And now when I'm going back to my old home town soon, he wants to meet up. After the last magical tete-a-tete I'm all up for it. That sex was mind blowing, something completely new and I wasn't myself in weeks. It was profound. He asked me if I was up for a threesome witht his guy I've met before, and have had a threesome with, together with my ex-master. And I'm totally on the boat. He is a good looking, big russian dude with a huge cock that has a faiblesse for rough, ****y sex and spanking, just like my ex-master. We had a blast last time! So t… 続きを読む

It's not often I dream as vivid and strong like I did last night. I can't say that I haven't thought about it. Him. In my dream I was upstairs, folding laundry. As I so often do. Are there really NOT more then 2 people living here? Sometimes it feels like there are 5 other persons living here, that we don't know about. Hah. So, he was downstairs with some other people we know, hanging out. He's often here, visiting, having a coffee, helping out.. They are close friends, going way back. 20 years or so. As I've gotten to known him since me moved to this town 1+ year ago, I've grown found of… 続きを読む

I've been edging for a few days now. It's both unbearable and wonderful. That excitement build up...wow. And then not getting to release it. This morning I straddled him, who was slouched in the sofa, rubbing my newly shaved, wet pussy against his cock. I love to do that, it happens so rarely but it's hot as fuck. As he was about to blow his load, I let him penetrate my pussy and finish off inside of me. Sitting down, on the whole length of his thick cock, all sticky and wet from cum, one single little rub on my clit would have sent me to heaven. But no. I keep on floating on that horny, sex… 続きを読む

Yay! Despite the insane heat, 28C outside, I got me some dick today. I just stood half naked in the kitchen, was getting ready to go down in the basement and take a shower. But my bf pulled me closer, dragged my panties down, kissed me and fingered my pussy. I quickly became wet and then straddled him on the kitchen chair and lowered myself over his cock. Damn it felt good to ride him. I love quickies. We kissed as he released himself into my pussy. Fast, intense, lovely and no, I did not cum. I could have, easily. But I chose to save it for later, I wanted to do it only for him this time. I'v… 続きを読む

Summer heat makes me impossibly horny. I see them everywhere. Hot, beautiful men. Younger, older. It doesn't matter. Brown, more or less muscular bodies. Their skin is shimmering in the sunlight, in the heat. Some are only in shorts, at the beach, at the park. And with my eyes I wander. Down their chest, if it's hairy I sigh a little extra...love it. And then my eyes wander down their belly...and fantasizes about whats hiding in those shorts. Maybe a big bulge gives them away. Or maybe not. I just like to think about it. How it would be if I could be alone with him *points at random hot man*… 続きを読む

Listening to Amy Winehouse. That song, Me & Mr Jones...the memories! It hurts to listen to it, and at the same time the nostalgia cuts through me. Bittersweet, painful and something I cannot articulate with words. I would give so much to go back, just for one night. When I hear the song I think about that late, ice cold and stormy autumn night...he took me down to the river, to a small timbered house, with beds, showers, kitchen and a sauna. In the sauna, there wasnt long before hands slowly danced over naked skin, turning up the heat to the unevitable, sweet lovemaking. He then dragged… 続きを読む

Yesterday I posted a story from my weekend in my home town "The Master of my mind". Where I met my old master for the evening of my life. In the story I also, very briefly, mentioned that I had been with another man that day (I was telling my master about it. Just to inform him, to not be a total slut. He just got turned on and insisted even harder to meet up. We did.) So...I slutted that day up pretty good, if I might say so myself. But thank you for noticing. The day started with me climbing into an old friends work car. Seeing him in the first time for 9-10 months was intense. Like a spec… 続きを読む

So...where to even begin. I've been away. And I have had the most profound sexual experience one could wish for. S had heard I was back in town. “Heard”…uhm, I actually told him, haha. And he wanted to meet. I was reluctant. We have a history involving me being low-key in love and being hurt but still holding on to him, and me also being young and unexperienced with unconventional relationships. I was afraid of those feelings bubbling back up. But it was 7 years since we saw each other, I had matured, evolved, and as the day turned in to evening...and I had some wine with a couple of friends… 続きを読む

Oh, my dear John. We only keep in touch by shallow talk through Facebook nowadays. Around christmas, birthdays, new years eve. The ususal questions, the usual answers. All is well. But we both know our story, and I know that you know that we both think about it every time we talk. There is so much unspoken. The lust beneath our mondane conversations, it is still alive. We met through mutual friends. Often partying together. It was always a blast to party with you, we had so much fun, we never got too drunk or too high and you always kept an extra eye on me out in the loud and crazy night life… 続きを読む

I played with myself last night. In a way I rarely do. My little butthole got a workout from a small toy. Nice and gentle, was laying on the sofa, on my side, slowly fucking my self with it. It's a very ambigious feeling. But nevertheless my pussy soon was all wet and throbbing. What I would have given to be fucked by a big cock in my pussy right then. But since I had no man close by, my nice thick dildo had to do the job. I rode it to a veryfast orgasm. As always when playing with my ass, the orgasm is so damn strong that it's on the edge of being too intense. :D I have a little dream of bei… 続きを読む

It is such an odd feeling... Being spanked, hard. Brutally. With an occasional fingering of my pussy, making me all wet and swollen. He is holding my head down, a hand over my neck as I lay over his lap. The other hand is relentlessly smacking my ass, and I am crying. Tears rolling down my face and panic starts to set in. I squirm, but he is stronger. Will it ever stop? This is more then I can handle...It hurts!!! Pleaseee, stooop! I can feel how hard his cock is under my belly, and I know how much he loves this, how my tears and pain are turning him on, and he is probably on the brink of ej… 続きを読む

I've been with 2 men at the same time, a couple of times, and that has been great fun! But I really want to take part in a group activity that involves me sucking a lot of cock, taking load after load. Feel their hands on me, jerking them off, while sucking another, have the cum spurt all over. Maybe stand on my knees with my hands tied, only too serve as a wet, sucking mouth to empty their load in. Gah, I feel like such a slut. I'm having a hard time seeing that happening in a safe way. A gangbang would be awesome too, a rough one...I mean really rough in a ****-play kind of way, taking t… 続きを読む