I really enjoy watching blowjob videos, where the girl swallows. Preferable getting mouthfucked (no, not that throathfucking thing where they pretty much puke - that's just icky.) But it's kinda annoying how few of them that really swallows it. Instead they are sneaky trying to dribble it out. God it's frustrating to see. I know, I know, not everyone loves cum. But unless your dudes spunk is battery acid I do not understand why one does not make the effort to try and learn swallowing it. I might be silly, but I find spitting it out a little offensive towards the guy. But, that is coming from… 続きを読む

So, I got this inflatable buttplugg thing from one of my lovers. Because we talked about wanting to try stretching my pussy a bit. Quite an exciting, but scary thought. I've tried it a little bit before, with a lovers hand, but it didnt work out. Too painful. Anyway, on THE night, he started warming me up real good. Slippery slip. Then huge amounts of lube. Insert. So far so good. And then the pumping began. Holy cow. He started out slow but it felt really strange, really quick. It's not every day you get inflated from the inside. A big cock ramming you is a whole other story since you pus… 続きを読む

Shower sex is only hot in fantasy. Jesus, it sucks big time in real life. Like, really sucks. Even sucking someone off it totally worthless, and I LOOOOOOVE sucking cock. Was gonna try yesterday, it's been years since last time. I do not know if it's me that have extra slippery shower walls or what the hell, it's more slippery then my pussy after 3 cumshots. All focus goes to not slipping and breaking something. Maybe time to get those sticky things you put on the floor, that's...oh anti-slip...eh...stuff. Cannot believe I showered risking my life pretty much ever day for 32 years, without ev… 続きを読む

Expecting a visit tonight. J is coming over, giving me a massage and we all know how that'll end. I'm in serious pain, been taking oxycodone (my emergency meds) and meds for nerve pain these last days to be able to sleep. Ischemia from hell, and other back problems. It's awful, and I'm crying at times, but the meds are helping quite ok and there is no need to whine and be negative - it only worsen it and rises the pain level - it'll get better someday. Just got to keep on walking, moving and taking care of myself. Anyway. He is an educated masseuse (masseur? blah, my english) and has lovely… 続きを読む

Just uploaded 2 pics from yesterday, when J was here...gave me a nice and goey creampie. I just love it, being filled up, feeling his cock become even harder those few seconds before he ejaculates. His thick throbbing cock deep inside and how he moans with pleasure, that's heaven, and it always makes me orgasm. I really don't like condoms, but it's a neccessary evil sometimes. I'm so glad I have my steady lovers. Without going into details I can say as much as trust is not an issue. Of course I'm not stupid or naive, nothing is ever 100%. When taking in other men in our little fun there ar… 続きを読む

Porn are often blamed for sending wrongful messages to girls/women. Well, men too, I strongly believe. But that are not discussed nor even mentioned. Apparently the anti-porn people view us women as weak, small little victims that are not able to think for ourselves. Thus we need to be spoken for. Bleh. Feminazis are the worst. Anyway. I've been feeling horrible about myself lately. Really, really horrible. Hating every ounce of my body. Nothing looks right, my fat is not distributed as beautiful as on other bbw/fat women. My legs are too muscular, not "soft" enough...<insert a long ran… 続きを読む

Been watching some gangbang clips lately. Found some hot ones for sure. One, that sadly was removed (on multiple sites) was this roleplay of a christian girl going on some "christian dating" service. In some way she ended up alone in a room with a guy for making a presentation video of her self. And suddenly 3 more guys showed up, someone put a bag over her head and then it all started. Really rough, manhandling her qiute harsh. They started fucking her in the ass, saving her virginity for last. It felt very realistic and yes there where moments when I was worried about her neck or breaking so… 続きを読む

Was in a really crappy mood a few days ago. Well...that turned around, to say the least. I've been constantly horny since I woke up the day after. My hot lover has been here quite many times, I do not need to beg. Before work, during lunch, after work. I can't get enough, and luckily he can't get enough either. Fuck I love his cock. It's like we're made to fit together, haha. I love when he comes to me after work/or garage, and how "nasty" it may sound I love how he smells of fresh sweat, oil, or whatever he has done during the day. And the scent is no cologne - all I sense is the scent of HI… 続きを読む

Horny today. Horribly horny haha. A good day. And...guess what I'm doing! I'm sitting here on my office chair, straddled over it, with a towel under me and an 18 cm thick dildo inside of me. Let us jut say that I needed alot of lube to get it in, buuut F was very firm calling me on the phone giving me the order to do so, and to sit by the computer writing on my novel. Later he's coming by to give me a round of his dominance. Can't wait. He's been very rough lately, controlled tho. Never losing control. But he's got so much frustration from having a rocky marriage at the rand of divorce, so muc… 続きを読む

Just had F here on a quick visit. While he was working on his house, we texted and it got quite hot and heavy - and yes, pics of the steamier kind was exchanged...so he came over for a short and relaxing break. Dressed in those hoooot bluewear pants and a nice tight t-shirt showing of those golden brown, hairy and muscular arms, he soon stood at my doorstep...I could orgasm for less, haha. As soon as he stepped in, we kissed and his hand was quickly running up my short dress and into my panties, commenting on what a wet little slut I was - and giving me a quick slap on my ass. Panties rapidly… 続きを読む

Been waiting for him since noon. Followed his instructions too (quickly translated); "Put that purple medium sized dildo into your pussy, lots of lube. And then pull up your thong and let it sit there while you do you daily stuff. I want you open and ready when I get there, so I just can bend you over and slide my cock into you, right away, and fuck you till I fill you up with cum. No orgasms until I tell you so.//D". Needless to say, after a couple of hours with that nice, hard dildo inside of me, I am desperatly horny. Every choir has been a struggle, every move reminds me, makes me horny… 続きを読む

...With myself at least..been quite horny, I'll admit that. Other then that I've been feeling extra fat and ugly lately, I miss sex but it feels like I don't deserve it, you know? I don't want my lovers to be exposed to my weight gain, even if I know they like fatter chicks. I've never been skinny and never had any trouble getting a lover or three, always felt OK with my body...but I've reached some sort of limit this time.. The weight is SO hard to get off. Gained 30 lbs since I got meds for my hyperthyreosis...should of figured that I would put on weight since my metabolism got slowed do… 続きを読む

Oh yeah I've been naughty tonight. Was alone at work right before closing time, when F wrote to me on whatsapp and was obviously horny. So I asked if he could come by and get himself a quickie. He accepted and 20 minutes later he arrived. We've never had sex on my work place before, which is strange, since you've got all the time in the world to get your act together, in case anyone comes in. While he was on his way I took my time to masturbate, to be really wet and ready for him. He really like my work clothes, which often is a white or black blouse, pencil skirt and stay-ups. Quite formal an… 続きを読む

A little bottle of dessert wine and a few bites of expensive chocolate, that was what he brought me tonight. That was nice. Not that my body needs that kind of stuff, as I'm fat already...but it was nice and in a small amount. Power walk first thing tomorrow, for sure. And lots and lots of sex. ;) He wants to try and fuck me in the ass tonight, he says...I'm hesitant. I do like anal sex, but only had it about 4 or 5 times and never with him. I cum so hard from it, that it's almost (ALMOST) not even fun. And I cum alot. Once I came 10 times in one night. That's insane in my book. And I've ne… 続きを読む

Had F over today, god I love to see him in his blue wear/handyman clothes...makes me all wet'n wild...and that big bulge of his. Grr! This last summer, I've known him for 7 years, yeah. The sexual chemistry and energy between us is out of this world. I have never yet, until I met him, met a man that can turn me on like he does (and believe me, many men turn me on crazy much, still). The smell of him makes my head spin, my hands tremble, knees shake and my heart beat uncontrollably. It's friggin awesome and scary at the same time. I am normally quite composed, calm, with a dry/sarcastic sens… 続きを読む

We made a try today, me and the lover. At fisting. He doesn't have quite as big hands as my man...so we did some good trying there. We made sure we had plenty of time, smoked some nice mary j, even took a sauna bath at his place, he gave me some lovely body massage and made me cum with his tounge combined with a three finger g-spot massage (I think I came for like...a minute...almost blacked out), before making a go at the fisting part. After a second hot shower with lots of kissing and touching and sucking his lovely cock, I was amazingly relaxed and insanely aroused. So we dried up, and… 続きを読む

So my bf is gone working for another 4 weeks, havent had sex in a while because of a smaller surgical procedure, due to some minor cell changes, but its all good now, nothing to be worried about. But tonight I could not wait longer. So I called my bf to check that it was OK that I called my lover mr Handyman over for some company, little did he know I was ready to get Fucked. He's been so horny, hell I've crazy horny, been teasing each other for weeks...When he arrived I told him to wait downstairs, while I put on some heels and a short dress. The moment I walked down the stairs and dragged hi… 続きを読む

So Daddy wanted to stretch my pussy for a bit today. Not that he doesnt like me tight and all that, but he likes to see me squirm in excitement, and also taking the chance to play with my pussy, making me all hot and bothered. Anyway. It took a while to get that giant cucumber inside of me. Lots of kisses on my clit, lube, fingering and even fingers in my butt! I almost came while we where at it, right when he slid two fingers up my butt and the cucumber was pressing it's way inside of me, but Daddy said no, I had to wait. It felt sooo good!! That feeling of almost having to pee, is so nice… 続きを読む

So he wanted to have it that way today. This is not something I have mentioned on the blog before, maybe it's a bit taboo still, I dunno. But here we go; Sometimes we go into our roles where he is being my "daddy"...and me being his "good ***********". Whats it's about is a dom/sub relationship, really. That is the base in our relationship, me being the sub /the slutty lil sub that gets to play with other men too, *giggle*). Him being much older than me (an 18yr difference)...suits us both very well. I always loved the thought of a dominant, older, experienced man having his way with me. And t… 続きを読む

We're in a flow now. Fucking everyday. Have gotten so many creampies this last week, haha, gosh. Today he came over my belly tho, it was nice too. After creampie i like facial/swallow the best i think. Then in third any other place. I dont mind anything really...everything is hot in its own way. He wants to do some anal too, so we'll see when that will happen. Too bad it's hard to be spontaneous with that, I prefer some planning and preparation. But damn it feels good. Nothing gets me more wet and nothing makes me cum harder. Love the naughty feeling too...standing there on all four with a… 続きを読む