I am married to a woman but I've accepted that I'm gay. I'm in the closet still for now. Thinking back on my life I can see now that I preferred men sexually. I had an interest all of my formative years and tried it with a dear friend when I was 21. It was wonderful! But then and in subsequent encounters I always thought "I'm not gay" and tried to put it behind me. Still it was always there. It started with my friend. After that first time I felt like it wasn't what I wanted, but then we'd get together again and I wanted it again. Then that summer ended and I met a girl, the girl. So I thoug… 続きを読む