Hey Guys and gals! I appreciate all the support and e-mails, and hope to be meeting many of you at Master’s fetish meetings up here in Montreal! I will indeed be on display for you to use :) I used some of my posting time today to look around a new site from the good people over at Kink.com - Ever see something somewhere that just made you wanna say “HEY! THATS ME! THATS ME DAMMIT! I just want to tell the world that was being seen right now is ME!!!” - but never get the chance? well I DO have the chance! ha ha! www.thetrainingofo.com is kind of like taking a whole bunch of different litt 続きを読む
Explanation required.
A lot of you have asked why Master had me put up a paypal donate button. I had planned on writing something up when he had me do it, however I had fallen behind in my house work and have been completely in subspace since my last post - about an hour ago, Master tied me to my chair and I slowly came back to reality and now here I am! Amazing what the mind can do, huh? Montreal slave training center is a dream Master has (and I do now obviously as well, because Masters dream’s are my dreams) of building a place where couples that have either no knowledge, no place, no atmosphere, no gear, no 続きを読む
I called it!
I’m not entirely sure if its because of my slightly arrogant previous post about analyzing what Master might do to me on our little trip, but yup…went down almost exactly how I said it would! It was wonderful up there last night I’ll be honest…It wasn’t too hot so there were no mosquitos or anything, just a nice cool breeze blowing in from the lake. It’s so hard to explain what goes through your head, or rather what doesn’t go through your head after dangling from one ankle for a few hours from a tree in plain view of the lake…and eventually before you know it - its morning. The sun breaks ove 続きを読む
Happy Long weekend!
Yup its another long St-jean weekend! For most people this means another day of rest and relaxation - for others it means another day for the old wifey to boss you around. For me it means another day of abuse from Master! We’ll be leaving tomorrow morning for the cottage. I have no idea where it is aside from that its brutally secluded somewhere on the water. I’ve always been bagged in the trunk when we drive up there (I say up loosely because I have no fucking clue which way it is). But I always lend up dangling from one ankle from a tree for a night when we go up. I love sleeping in bonda 続きを読む
A little of this and that
Hey guys,gals,subs, and doms! Master took me to this amazing club this week here in Montreal, now while I’ve been forbidden to give out its name (don’t want the place over-run), I had an absolute blast. Dancing? nope! Drinking? Nope! I was hauled straight to the mens washroom, where I was leashed to a hole in one of the stalls. Now I absolutly LOVE to have cock in my mouth, but oh man…I mean this was intense…I gave head to god knows how many men for upwards over 4 hours while Master was outside drinking and partying. I think the worst part was just that I couldn’t have cock in my ass or pus 続きを読む
Master, please!
Hey guys! I’m so sorry I haven’t posted in quite a while…Master has pretty much lost interest in my posting in my blog - and as you know it started as a torture, and has slowly but surely become one of my greatest pleasures and quite the addiction! While he enjoys the fact that my one leisure activity involves me being an even better slave, ultimately it is counter-productive to me becoming a mindless slave, which is essentially what we are striving for. He thought long and hard on it, and has decided for me that while being a mindless slave is our version of reaching inner peace - it is far t 続きを読む
No Decisions.
I know I haven’t updated in a little while, and I promise its not my fault! Its funny how things work out…this whole blog thing started out as one of the worst punishments I’ve ever undergone - I hate having to think…I never did good in school because I hate the idea of using my brain, planning and scheduling and stress…fuck that! Thats why I love being a slave - no decisions. And yet there I sit each day pining to go update my blog! I’ll be honest I did hate it at first, but I suppose that one of the most basic human necessities (the need to communicate) is stronger than I had originally thou 続きを読む
Is there anything greater? NO!
Is there anything more beautiful than worshipping your owners feet? I honestly believe that to orally clean the feet of your Master/Mistress is the most submissive thing, and culminates everything a real true-to-the-core slave attains to accomoplish. I truly believe that the act of cleaning in any way shape or form someones feet is to be submissive, it’s bred deep into the human pshyci! From roman slaves cleaning their owner’s feet, to kneeling to the gods in submission and humility - to be close to one’s feet is to be submissive. Whether you have a foot fetish or not, if you are submissive yo 続きを読む
I hate scrubbing the floors!
I’m not normally one to complain about anything, but the last 2 days have been simply brutal! Master decided he wanted the floors to really shine…needless to say that meant a lot of hard work on my part. I’ve done hard physical labour before, I’m not new to it - but doing it in full fetish gear is something else. 6 inch heels, latex stockings, vibrators in both my pussy and ass, with a strap keeping them in there connected to my corset (which I have on almost permanently now and gets tighter every day in preperation for my permanent body modification), my arms wrapped in long latex gloves, my 続きを読む
A brief respite of sensuality
It’s rare that I get to enjoy a sensual session of lovemaking, I’ve never really been that big a fan of it anyway. I don’t think I’ve ever had that “oh my god I’m in love with this big strong man thats going to take care of me forever and ever!” feeling while being made love to slowly and gently and whispered to. Nope, in my experience it’s always happened right after the last blow of a cane, or the last tug on a hogtie that was so tight it constrained my breath, broke my back, made me go instantly numb, and want to die - thats when I fall in love! But all that being said my faithful readers I 続きを読む
I present to you!
Finally! I found out where Master buys many of the devices that he uses to torture and reward me! Check out JT’s Stockroom! I put a new page on the site, go to the navbar at the top and check out the Store. I put up my top 10 favorite things that I use and/or Master uses on me on a daily basis :) Everyday life for me involves a lot of rope, in which I am bound in one way or another almost 24/7. I haven’t had complete control of my body at any one time in about 2 years. My life involves a lot of insertables such as this little devil, my hair is usually tied very tight (pulling my head back waa 続きを読む
Pony boots!
I’m not really sure what to write about today - I’ve felt a little bland all day. Master bought me some cool pony boots the other day, and he finally took me for a stroll around town. We used to get a lot of weird looks when he took me out, for example to go shopping - I’d usually be next to naked on a leash walking behind him, but its been so many times now that people have actually started to say hi and ask questions, which I find so fucking cool! Today i pulled him in his cart in my pony boots, and at a few stores he even tied up my reigns to a fire hydrant or a bike rack outside the store 続きを読む
Only a fool’s dream
I’ve always seen myself as a doll. Something inatimate for my owner to play with. Master built a room in the house just for this purpose! I remember back when I was allowed to speak, I told him about my desire to be his doll - and while technically I already was minus the strings, I begged him to make me a puppet. He wired a room with thin rope, one connecting to all my joints, wrists, elbows, knees, ankles, neck and one even hooked through my nose and tongue ring. They all led to seperate rings on the walls, and then all ran down to one center location…where my Master, my puppet Master stood 続きを読む
A beautiful concept
Once in a while I love to contemplate the idea of being a submissive. The idea, or concept of being a slave in normal terms is a horrendous thought - and yet subs everywhere just like me, willingly give themselves over to be dominated. I still don’t understand why, and to be honest I couldn’t give less of a shit. I had the pleasure of watching Princess Donna over here enjoying a little, herself. The first and second clip, when shes sitting on the floor, hands clamped behind her back with metal shackles, her neck shackled to the pole behind her - shes smiling as her tits are getting whipped. I 続きを読む
Touch your toes!
It took me 6 months of being hogtied to get my toes to touch the back of my head in this position. One of my first Master’s couldn’t stand the fact that I couldn’t do it and quite literally trained me. It was one of the happiest moments of my life - akin to what I would think graduating from university would feel like. It had been a wickedly hard month in my training, Master was becoming impatient with my body, and I suffered many punishments. He had setup a crank in the hogtie that he could use to force my legs backwards and each day I got one more tooth in the crank. The last month I got 2 m 続きを読む
What isn’t my fetish?
What IS your fetish? I’ll be honest, I don’t think I have one fetish in particular - I think my fetish is the need to be submissive, whatever it may entail. I think many girls like to be dominated in the bedroom (or bathroom)- taken control of a bit, let the man do the work. Tossed around and well fucked…guys if you wanna make a girl fall in love with you - fuck her good and hard and take control, exude confidence - we looooove confidence. Don’t believe me? You may have noticed me pushing Alt.com in your face a little around here - and for damn good fucking reason. I know so many people that w 続きを読む
Branded
So I finally got my Master’s permanent mark today. I think the worst part is that while being branded he decided not to tie me up. I was leashed to one of many O-rings connected to every wall and ceiling, but other than that I was physically free. Which meant while he stamped the fiery hot brand on my ass I couldn’t struggle or force on anything to dull the pain, I just had to stay motionless. It’s the first of many permanent manipulations of my body that Master has planned for me. I don’t really want them to be honest with you - I’ve always been scared of anything physically permanent. He say 続きを読む
Cock, does the body good.
Theres not many things in life that can make you feel more used than a big cock in your throat. Giving a blowjob has been one of my many passions since for as long as I can remember. I’ve lost count of how many cocks I’ve sucked dry! I remember back in highschool one of my girlfriends and I started charging guys five bucks for a BJ in the bathroom at lunch! I think she’s married with k**s now - sucker! I love it when Master delights me by having other people use me - he’s an avid user of Alt.com and he’s always getting people to come over and use me. It’s really amazing how easy it is to meet 続きを読む
I want, I want!
De·vice 1. a thing made for a particular purpose; an invention or contrivance, esp. a mechanical or electrical one. 2. a plan or scheme for effecting a purpose. 3. a crafty scheme; trick. Thank you once again dictionary.com! I don’t even know where to start! I begged Master today to let me go romp with the the guys from www.devicebondage.com - I long for this kind of abuse. He of course denied, but promised me he’d come up with some replicas! I’m so excited! Like a k** at christmas! Guys at kink.com - if your reading this…come k**nap me! (oh boy am I ever gonna get a beating for t 続きを読む
Now, normally…
It never fails to amaze me what the human sexuality is capable of. I’ve been so in tune with my own sexuality, and in fact have essentially dedicated my life to it - and yet, today once again, I discovered a new fetish. I awoke as usual in my cage, tied and gagged and severely needing to pee. Master let me out to get started on my morning chores (blowjob, cook, clean clean clean clean etc) He told me he had a girl coming by the house later. When she finally came by, not only was she stunningly beautiful, but she had braces! I’m not entirely sure but I was made to kneel, while Master and I enjo 続きを読む