I have been a bit dim at times and not really chosen anyone decent to be with but my first proper boyfriend i lived with wasn't very good in bed, he was 32 and i was 19, but i was good in bed so it didn't matter too much. Anyway about a year of me being on top, and only me giving him oral sex i complained to my boyfreind that our sex life was pissing me off. That night we planned for him to go on top (yay missionary had never seemed so exciting) and give me oral sex for a change and tbf i did enjoy the difference in sex but he wasn't very confident - or maybe selfish? - and he… 続きを読む

So it's my wedding day, i look at my future husband as i walk down the aisle and see his smile, then i look at his best man and wonder if i'm rally doing the right thing getting married. It wasn't that Alex wasn't a nice guy, he totally was and he was the sweetest guy i'd ever met, but i was just used to being with dickheads, a lot of dickheads , and didn't know if someone like Alex could handle a woman like me. I knew he was very inexperienced, although we hadn't actually done anything much sexual yet. I wondered if he even fancied me? He didn't seem to be that hot for me but i wanted sta… 続きを読む

"You know that i love you?" I say to him as he looks through profiles on some fuck site. And i mean it now too... but it wasn't always this way. We used to have great sex when we first met, we were always all over each other and couldn't get enough. We fell fast and we fell hard, and after a few years we had fallen deep too. But eventually, a few k**s, bills, jobs, and a mortgage later, all that had petered out. We didn't prioritise each other any more, i started to feel neglected and so did he. Instead of investing in each other we started looking outside of the relation… 続きを読む