Let me tell you what it is like being me!! For some reason, EVERYBODY THINKS I am gay or bisexual....I am not!! I am very much what many would call a "Straight White Male".....even though I am actually part native American Indian!! The crazy thing is though.....women NEVER seem to want a thing to do with me, and the women I am most attracted too, NEVER want to date me, know me, or even talk to me in most cases!! I really am NOT a bad guy, BUT now with many years of being alone under my belt.....I find it even harder to relate to people in general!! And my levels of "trust" as took a nose dive… 続きを読む

Had to go to the doctors yesterday for a routine check up!! Normally I hate it when my truck is broke down as I have to take a cab or a bus and that always sucks!! But anymore I don't even know what to say to a woman, let alone be able to talk to one even when I find her attractive!! So yesterday while waiting for a bus, a young lady walks into the enclosed bus stop I am sitting in, and I smile and politely excuse myself!! After all you never can be "too sure" or even in this day and age "too safe" by keeping your distance from a woman if you are a man anymore!! And I certainly DO NOT need any… 続きを読む

You know folks I don't know what to think honestly anymore!! I meet a woman date her and in most cases (more than I care to count) they cheat on me leaving to to "fend for myself" (sexually) which sucks major big time!! In some cases I meet a woman who I am in a relationship with and suddenly without reason they claim to love me BUT refuse to have sex with me altogether which I am not sure which is worse the "loveless relationship" or the "sexless relationship", but either way you look at it, I end up feeling ignored and betrayed!! And I never seem to meet women who are HONEST about their… 続きを読む

Let me start by admitting I have a weakness for BBWs!! Since I was constantly rejected as a young man in my teens, I have gained a serious interest in women with more "real curves" than most normal guys will attest too!! That being said I have dated a lot of "plus sized" women in my life!! Including which was both my first and my second wife WHO were BOTH beautiful women, with a really LOUSY attitude and just a really crap disposition as a "human being" is concerned!! In fact my whole marriages was basically one lie and nightmare on top of another nightmare and lie. As she (my second wife) con… 続きを読む

I am into light bondage and I love to see a lady tied up and made to orgasm repeatedly!! I have always had fantasizes about tying a woman up and bringing in another guy or two, or even a bisexual woman and have my lady PLEASURED like she has never been serviced before!! I also have ideas about being with a lady friend who is willing to DO WHAT I ASK HER, and in one of my other fantasizes I am with a lady at a Home Depot and dare her to masturbate while men are walking by as I get out of the car and watch her! And if a guy "picks her up" I watch as she takes his cock in her mouth or even her… 続きを読む