Fupalupa

hi everyone I'm Jenny a crossdresing white boy let me tell you a bit about myself and what I'm in to and looking for ok so during my late teens I would watch lots of porn I would admire the girls bodies so much I started to imagine I was the girl getting fucked by a man that's how I became attracted to men and what reinforced me to be crossdresser were all those sissy videos and captions you see on tumblr I came to actually believe I was ment to be a sissy by nature after all I'm a slim guy no muscle mass no confidence I'm very shy my penis is pretty much lacking so that comes to what I'm in to. I like men who are bigger then me physically in height and weight (I'm 5'8 153lb) I also like older men but not too old = P sorry i do like a men who has a bigger manhood then me. I get hot when I think about a man humiliating me about being a sissy and how I failed as a boy and I also get hot by thinking about being submissive to a stronger male following his orders like a good little bitch. now let me tell you what I'm looking for on fetlife I want to chat with other men about what they look for in a sissy what turns them on and also want to get to know other sissies and talk about what made them get in to the sissy fetish.
I don't do cam sex or regular hook up I'm too scared and shy to do that sorry.