Submissive guys might ask a Top to beat them but slaves will beg a Master to whip them. The word whip has a lot of resonance, from Ancient Rome and galley slaves to the enslavement of blacks in America,  to the practices of Sadists and masochists in the 21st century. I am a slave and I need to be whipped, even though on one level I hate it.  I used to see an ex-soldier on a regular basis. He was a tough, macho guy. Very natural and at home in his masculinity. I’d go to him and there was no case of pleasantries between us but rather straight into the scene. I was slave from the momen… 続きを読む

Here is a fantasy i wrote years ago. It's further than i've ever gone but fantasy is often a signpost to where this slave might go if the right Master were to come along... a slave fantasy by grovelslave my past has been wiped out and there is only the present. The future is something i never think about - it is enough that i am alive in the here and now. And that present has a purity and a simplicity that my past never had. i am a slave. i do what i am told. i accept what happens to me. i am content. i don't know where i am, whether in a city or in the country as it was part of t… 続きを読む

Many years ago, i finally found a Master online who was seriously into caging and imprisoning slaves with a taste for metal bondage. Ever since my youth, even before puberty, i was fascinated by men in chains, behind bars, locked up. Chains and locks have a powerful psychological effect on me that rope bondage can not match. So i could not wait to hand myself over for a three day, no way out, period of incarceration. i had not seen my Jailer/Master in advance but we had spent much time discussing my incarceration and ensuring that i trusted him totally. So on Monday i went to a quiet desert… 続きを読む

slave is in chastity. No keyholder. But always optimistic! There are so many slaves who wait for a Master, the Master of their dreams who will transform them and, like a butterfly from the chrysalis, they will emerge perfectly formed. Being a slave is like being an athlete. You work and train for it. You have to put in the time. If a Man is ever to claim you then you must be worth claiming. You must work at your body, you must discipline yourself rather than expecting a Master to do it for you. Chastity is an excellent way of training yourself - training you to know your orgasm, your ple… 続きを読む