During the summer of 2003 I was between relationships and looking for a good time. I was 19 years old and was always straight acting in public but I often had thoughts about other men, but not often the desire or courage to act upon them. I was just out of high school and had a little experience with girls but wasn't sure if this is what I really wanted. I had experimented with a friend when I was in 7th grade and had traded blow jobs with him but things got weird after a certain point and we moved on to other friends. I had discovered gay porn on the internet and had taken a fondness to watch… 続きを読む