hayman42

I'm a shy, romantic type that's on this porn site is to find new friends to chat with. now a little about me.... i have not been touched in 10 years and haven't had sex in 20 years. because i have been taking care of my mother for the last 12 years until she died in 2020. now i'm lost without her and don't have any other family member and am alone in this cruel world. to tell you the truth i am a mammas boy who really haven't been on my own before and i'm having a hard time with it. in the last 2 years i have lost everything i truly care about in this world. i don't have a job and only survive solely on disability. i am on the verge of being homeless so i don't have any money to do anything or have quality of life. i have lost everything that i truly care about in this world . i'm looking for people to chat with to help with my emotional life. i'm 51 years old and i feel my life is coming to end. this is my last ditch effort to find something to care about. i am what you call undateable because of my mental baggage. i have a hard time with doing hookups because of my old fashion value and strong family morels. i don't kiss on the first date and must have feeling for the person before i have sex with them. i am probably the most honestly person you would ever meet because i don't steal and i don't like to lie or be deceitful to people. i believe in alot of the golden rules thank you for listening to my sad story ...love you very much.