I just wanted to share some background info about myself for anyone who would like to know more. My first unusual experience with another male was as a c***d, a neighbor and I used to go behind the furnace in my parents basement and pee on each others hands. Other than that I had pretty normal c***dhood but in my teens I sucked my first dick and loved it. It was the 70's and I was scared to death he would tell someone and my life would be ruined but he said he would be considered a queer or a ****** too so we kept it to ourselves. Although it was always me sucking him it grew into a secret rel… 続きを読む

I admit that I have a fetish for young girl clothes. Most of the fags who post want to look like a slutty woman, but I love clothes with unicorns, flowers and lollipops, cartoon characters and bright colors (especially pink). I love short shorts, leotards, tights and knee socks, I love overall shorts and panties with flowers or polka dots. I have a Hello Kitty string bikini in my Amazon cart ready to press "place order", its just difficult to press that button because I know I will look like a fool. I should be ashamed but these are things I like and make me feel so good.… 続きを読む

What a pathetic fag I am. I love pee and regularly pee on various things until they start to smell like pee then throw them away. I pee or cum in my coffee or soda and lately I have been peeing and or cumming on my food too, but I wish it was someone else's pee so I could prove I love being a nasty fag. I suck on a 5" butt plug when I masturbate watching both men and women being peed on, choking on cock, being fucked in the ass, licking a mans hairy ass humiliated and generally treated like shit, wishing it was me. The women often cry while their makeup runs down their face, but a fag will tak… 続きを読む

Although I am a male and appear very masculine I am certainly not much of a man. I have always been shy, timid, and passive compared to my friends (when I had some). I have never felt comfortable being in charge, I'm much more of a follower and comfortable being told what to do. I have never been in a fight and I've always avoided confrontation. I'm afraid of so many things, even things I have no reason to be afraid of and I know I am over cautious too but cannot seem to change. I really admire a mature mans masculinity, probably because I lack it. I think about how hairy he may be, what he… 続きを読む

I have been masturbating for over 4 hours today fantasizing about men, and the only way I usually curb my obsession is affirmation that I am in fact a total ******. I am a ****** and ******s need to be a mans bitch. Suck a mans cock, lick his shit hole, take his piss, cum, or spit, If he cums or pisses on the floor and tells you to lick it up we do it. Some assume doing such things are humiliating but they are wrong it is exerhiliating and if we do a good job, he may come back and let us do it again. Anyone else feel like this? Do some of you masturbate less when you feel sexually satisfied, b… 続きを読む