imabadman

I am an openly Bisexual male and currently have a girlfriend, but it has been rough for the last few years as I am not able to explore my sexual side of myself.

When i was young i had my first experience with an older gay male who was my friends uncle as we were all living together i was about 16. I knew that I had feelings towards males but also had a lot of sexual feelings towards women as well.
I have only had oral sex with a few men and have never swallowed or had anal sex which is what i wish to experience and explore.
I really enjoy/fantasy about PRE-OP transgendered men and cross-dressing men which i am currently not able to explore with my long term girlfriend. I am also still married and both my wife and her little ones are proud that I came out as being bisexual.