Before reading, I must say that the purpose of this blog was primarily to organize my own thoughts about sexual objectification. I organize my thoughts best when communicating them to a specific person or people. In this case, I was thinking about the xhamster community. In reality this blog is more like an essay and has little if anything sexual arousing in it, save for maybe the enclosed link, though I, myself, find the accompanying movie (of a nerdy anal girl, thus the title) distasteful for reasons I explain below. Much of it may be obvious and I reserve the right to change my opinion… 続きを読む

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK5AohCMX0U&feature=related I wrote this in answer to hk55's blog ( http://xhamster.com/user/hk55/posts/119531.html ) who asked what our fantasies were. Here is mine. It sounds really fucking crazy now that I read it, but I suppose it is true. I would like to make love on an alter in a candle-lit cathedral when the moon is full. I want the pews filled with the faithful, clad in black, on their knees praying for my forgiveness as they watch m… 続きを読む

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK5AohCMX0U&feature=related (The following was originally written to another woman on this site who was interested in visiting an adult theater. I wrote most of this in the form of several PMs to her. I had written so much that I just decided to make it all into a blog. I've added a bit since then. Keep in mind that this is not a story. This blog is a detailed and true account of what I experienced at an adult theater. For the sake of clarity I included events which occurre… 続きを読む

These are the lyrics to "Slut" by Velvet Acid Christ. As I've said, I've been known to dance slowly in the moonlight by myself while this is playing. Lilith and I have both been wont to sway in Midnight's lunar gleam while this is playing: Well it may sound absurd I want to be a wreck for you Smash out my honor on your floor Fill up your bathtub with my wounds Well it may sound a little frightening I want to swallow all of your skin Chew your soft tissue into ash Beat your ego black and blue I will… 続きを読む

I friended a member recently (referred to here on as "Asshat") and decided to defriend him after seeing some of his posts to certain stories I found offensive. Though I myself have engaged in the Electra/Oedipus complex via chat, I do not in the least condone stories revolving around sexual abuse of any kind. Asshat had left sick and disturbing comments regarding stories depicting sex with preadolescent c***dren. The stories were bad enough and I am not happy I even came across them, but to see a comment like "Oh, I'll bring my daughter over so she can play," or "Eight and *************** a… 続きを読む