masculinev

discovering that I'm a masc-presenting non-binary demiguy and hoping to find others who also identify like this or who are open to being with someone like me.

I've always been incredibly submissive. I've got a small dickclit (less than 4") and I can barely keep a hardon long enough to jack off. Most guys think I've lost interest in them after the initial slight hardness but I still desire men and their cocks.

I never really thought about being a masculine man with a vagina. At one point, I was really into assplay. Big toys, butt plugs, and fisting. I always loved when my hole would get real sloppy and loose. Guys would fuck me after my hole was all stretched out, and a few bi guys even said that my stretched out hole felt like a pussy. I would have "assgasms" from getting fucked like that. Multiple orgasms that I would ride the crest of until the tops unloaded in me and pulled out of my gaping man-made pussy.

A couple years ago I stumbled upon grandpapussy's blog on tumblr and saw photoshopped pics of butch masculine guys with pussies and it showed me the way I wish things could be.

I still want to appear and present as a masculine, muscular man from the waist up but below the waist I want a real working pussy.

I want to get it real loose so I have a gaping used stretched out pussy that I can flash and show off to horny men. I want everyone to know what a whore I am by seeing my stretched out pussy through tight clothes and speedos.

I want to be used by super masculine men like football players, strongmen, and bodybuilders. I want to be passed around the locker room getting my cunt filled up with cum until I can't hold it in anymore and it just gushes out and stains my pants.

I've seen some guys getting bottom surgery, but I'm not sure that's in the cards for me yet.

for the time being, I like to tape up my dick and balls into something that looks like a vagina. I shove my dickclit and testicles inside and make my ball sac into two cunt lips. I like to put on very masculine things (like wrestling singlets and football pants) with those puffy lips pushing out of the spandex. I use a small pocket vibrator on my lips and give myself orgasms that are beyond anything I've ever felt as a dude rubbing one out.

A more realistic fantasy that could be fulfilled would be for me to get fucked while my dickclit and balls were taped up, either in the ass or maybe even try to get their dick inside the body cavity behind my taped up cunt. But I'd want someone who was really into the specifics of the scene. Someone who'd tease and lick my fake cunt lips, use a vibrator on my fake pussy, and be VERY VERBAL about it all with lots of specific encouragement about my fantasy.