Nubian--Queer

I guess filling this out is useless and a waste of time; I know most don’t read the “about me” section. I’ll fill it out for the one or two people who might be generally interested in knowing who I am and my journey that brought me where I am.

I was born in Oklahoma, in the slums just outside Oklahoma City. Poor trailer trash, literally. We lived in a ghetto trailer park. Think about that the next time you think your life sucks.

I was born on September the 11th. I wonder if that's an omen.

I moved to New Orleans for fame, fortune, and work. I found work. By day I work in a call center helping people with their TV and Internet. I bundle their packages and make them feel better. By night –three nights a week- I dance in a few local strip clubs. I un-bundle their packages and make them feel awesome.

After I moved to new Orleans I legally changed my first and middle name. I chose two unique Cherokee names. My first name is Ahyoka which means "she brings happiness." My middle name is Aiyana which means "eternal blossom."

I have chronicled my life in a series of writings and I’ll post them here. I love to write and everything I write is true; I do change the names to protect the guilty and insure privacy. Most of my writings have a humorous and emotional slant; I try my best not to take things too seriously.

I have done a little porn; a couple of videos –not really movies- and some photo shoots. I hated porn and got out as soon as I could. From the outside the porn industry looks like a castle, from the inside it’s a prison. I can’t post the pictures or videos because I don’t own the rights to them.

Technically I am single even though I do have a lover whom I completely adore. He is the one who took the pictures I have posted here. He is a little bit older than me –about 15 years- but it’s just a number to me. Nothing more. He lives in Alabama and comes to new Orleans on business quite often. Every time he comes here, I make sure he cums here. Currently, he is the only one allowed access to my boi pussy.

I am a very sexual creature. I love the debauchery and taboo attached to queer sex. My favorite guys to hook up with are married men who just aren't getting any attention at home. Those guys really seem to appreciate and respect you more.

Two events helped shape and mold me sexuality. To this day I can’t explain why.

First:
I had an uncle, let’s call him Ernie who used to take me fishing when I was a kid. I won’t mention how old I was but one day when we were fishing he asked me if I had ever played “kill the blacksnake.” I told him I had never heard of it and asked him how to play it. He told me a blacksnake had crawled up his “britches” leg and I needed to find it and kill it. I started looking and after a few minutes Ernie put his hand on his zipper and told me he thought the snake was in there. He unzipped his pants and I started feeling around, Ernie pulled out his “blacksnake” and showed me how to choke it to kill it. He told me when it “puked” it was dead. He told me not to tell anyone about our game or we couldn’t go fishing anymore. I never said a word about it. That was as far as it ever went; he never touched me and every time we played the game after that I was the one who started it. I thought it was fun to watch Ernie when the blacksnake puked.

Second:
When I was 13 years old I snuck followed my older sister and her boyfriend into the woods behind our trailer. They started kissing and she started to undress and I was turned on by seeing her in panties. I wanted to start wearing them. He got down on her knees and took his cock out and started sucking it. I watched as she sucked him and he fucked her then she sucked him off again after he was done and spit his seed out. I became obsessed with cocks after that day and wanted nothing more than to suck one myself. I had always been attracted to guys, now I knew why. Six months after that encounter my sister turned up pregnant and her boyfriend flew the coop.

Here’s what I learned from those events:
*Sexual desire is the most powerful force on this earth.
*A mans need to nut outweighs his sense better judgment.
*I adored cocks. I was both amazed and mystified by them.
*To each his or her own. Live and let live.
*Blacksnakes sure do puke a lot when they die.
*A blacksnake can actually come back to life and need choked again.
*My sister makes a lot of racket when she fucks.

I do want to say I am not blaming anyone for how I turned out and I hold no ill will toward anyone. I am the one who made my choices and I am the one responsible for them. I am very happy with the way things turned out and if I could go back I would not change a thing.

Randomness About Me:
I am very girly even my voice.
I talk to oranges before I eat them.
I sucked my first dick when I was 15 years old. I took my first meat in the booty when I was 17. Both were the same guy.
I am not a virgin.
I am a Craigs List junkie. I love scanning the personals there to find married men who need their dick sucked.
I have a raunchy sense of humor. I can find humor in almost anything.
I love to pee on myself.
My dick shrank 2 ½ inches when I went on HRT.
My favorite sexual position is missionary. I love watching my lovers face when he fucks me.
My favorite name for a penis is cock.
I have never had a sexual experience with a female.

Thank you for reading.
Kisses
Nubian