NumberNinetyFour

You can also find me over on Sexstories.com under NumberNinetyFour. I post everything both here and there when I can but I have some ideas for stories a little... darker and want a site that allows for that.
I may also post on Bdsmlr as NumberNinetyFour.

So, I found porn one day and watched it thinking it was a comedy. Years later I had been conditioned to associate cock with arousal even though I may not have realised it at the time or maybe I fought that thought consciously because we all think there is only two kinds of sexuality when we are 16ish and we think “I’m not gay."

What did it for me is, while you see men cum from fucking a woman or getting their dick sucked and getting their pleasure from that... you see women getting so much more pleasure from both of those things than that guy ever did. Watching a woman that literally loves to suck a big dick moaning and slobbering with abandon and than again seeing her enjoy and be happy when she gets his cum is just something that you can’t un see. Its this that stays with you when you're developing as a person and it alters what you like and what you don’t.

Then one day with that association I scroll down a porn site and see a girl with a cock, again I think “Hmm” and then “Urmm no.” when I used to catch myself liking it… until the day I join tumblr and start to see more and more of it. Little by little the association shifts, now its not only the hidden love for cock that gets activated, but the love of the female body too.

This is how it was for me, a slow and strengthening association reaching the current me’s sexual fetishes. Down the Tumblr rabbit hole I go, bombarded by the content and popping out the other end with a love for Bondage, hardcore, throatfucking, cum, slaves and sissy porn. I feel sorry for the next bunch of cock addicts in denial. I am sure going to miss those Sissy orientated blogs on tumblr.

I have other fets too so dont be too surprised if you see something out of character on my profile. Anyway, I hope you enjoy what you see.