The demon winds whispers are my friends. the madness.... my own. The lies....my own. Its loneliness...my own. The whispers of hate and rage and insanity......my own.......... **************************** Upon going to the doctor and finally taking my new medication I was having a hard time writing but really needing to. I was struggling to find my minds voice again. In my struggle I was having a hard time as my fingers have never been without my words. My writing has always come easy. I have been without my external voice when I would shut down to the external world. During this time I… 続きを読む

Demons change they morph and become the way you ask and lay waiting for the chance to expose the true nature of your pain. Amnesia is a short term solution death is the only permanent answer, to face one is to see the reality of change. Who have you become? The wind whispered softly as it sent shivers through my soul. Are you seeking that which you cannot have? Do you seek the monster without? It screamed a black tooth laugh as I fell to my knees covering my ears....What have I become? ...............Who am I? It came with claws of silver slashing through the peace and tranquility o… 続きを読む

........And so the Demon within fights the Monster without. These are a collection of random thoughts and stuff I write when my moods flip and my bipolar kicks in. Some think they are personal, and some think they are about them, still some find themselves in the writing. Wanting peace and closure but only finding out they really do have monsters and they are showing their own collections of demons and fears. Still there is some that will believe that a post was written about them......and some are. Some are written as they happen, even as the conversation is still taking place. Most are wr… 続きを読む

The demon winds whispers are my friends. the madness.... my own. The lies....my own. Its loneliness...my own. The whispers of hate and rage and insanity......my own.......... **************************** Upon going to the doctor and finally taking my new medication I was having a hard time writing but really needing to. I was struggling to find my minds voice again. In my struggle I was having a hard time as my fingers have never been without my words. My writing has always come easy. I have been without my external voice when I would shut down to the external world. During this time I… 続きを読む