I always wondered what the appeal of having humiliating things written on you was. I just couldn't see the point except that it would please the person you were serving. Then I decided I wanted to stop xhamster bugging me to verify my profile. That meant I needed a picture with my face and my username written down. It could be on paper or it could be written on me. Why wouldn't I choose the option that reminds me and everyone else of all those videos where my role-models have humiliating and degrading words written all over them? I didn't feel anything in writing the fact that I was a siss 続きを読む
A fantasy
One night, I'm walking home, dressed up, through town when he sees me. He asks for directions, and then we chat a little bit. He's in Dublin for a few nights. He's about to go back to his hotel. He mutters "Fuck it" before he turns back to me. What am I doing for the rest of the night? Do I want to come up to his room? I've had these conversations before, but always shied away. This time I feel bold. But I don't want to make it easy. I tell him that I'll make a deal. The deal is that he should kiss me, right here and now, on the street, and make me want him. Then he needs to whisper in my 続きを読む