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Hi, i want to share my first sm experience!

A few weeks ago i (male 35 years) had sex with a girl who i know over ten years. We are just friends, but with a little bit of alcohol and soft drugs we had sex.... not the first time... but this time it was different... we made something like a roleplay. At first she dominated me and humiliated me with words. There was no penetration only domination and at the (end) or peak she squirted in my face 5 times and said really dirty words to me. Like, open your mouth and drink my ladyjuice, but in a really rough tone, and i did it.... and then i had something like an orgasm in my brain, no ejaculation, but it was better than all the drugs i tried in my life. It was the most intense experience in my life.

I want to hear your opinons. Is there anyone who had a similar experience? And i want to know if this is what is called "sm" or "bdsm".

ps: i am not a native english speaker.

I want to find my mistress in a consent way!