Frank was a nice guy and in hindsight I wish I had been nicer to him but at the time I could only see him as a cash cow, over the next two years he gave and spent on me a lot of money and to my shame I also stole a lot from him. In return I suppose I brought Frank out of himself as he had been a virgin before we met and I was a willing partner in his sexual exploration and education. It turned out what Frank really into was the whole cheap hooker thing as he loved to see me in really trashy type lingerie. He regularly bought me crotchless panties and peep hole bras with stockings to match… 続きを読む

I arrived at Frank's on Sunday at the agreed time, he appeared nervous as he offered me a glass of wine, I declined and decided to be honest upfront and explained to him I was ******* and asked if he had a problem with that? He seemed surprised but said he didn't then he quizzed me about the age of Jo as obviously his friend hadn't mentioned she was young too. We sat down on his sofa and got to know each other, I quite quickly ascertained that this poor guy had never lived, I didn't like to ask but I suspected as I later found out to be true that he was a virgin. God only knows what he made o… 続きを読む

As i entered into my leaving cert years I was delighted when Noreen announced she was going to go back to school and have a go at hers and although we were always in completely different classes it was nice for me and Angie to have her back around again. We actually were seeing rather a lot of each other as she had pretty much moved in with me and my grandad due to the worsening home life situation with her stepdad, and during one of our late night stoned chat sessions she confessed what I had long suspected was going on with him. As we were pretty much living together Noreen now generally ac… 続きを読む

The following year saw a few major changes as first Noreen decided to take a break from school and not go back for the next year, her reason was that she needed to look after her mum as her step dad had gone back to jail, her mum had then behaved as she normally did when this happened by getting drunk and staying drunk, however I think the real reason Noreen left was that she had hooked up with a guy in his mid twenties and I think her being a schoolgirl was a issue. Jo was another departure as her parents had decided to send her off to a fee paying boarding school and while myself and Angie m… 続きを読む

Despite it being the summer holidays it didn't take long for word to spread that there was a girl about who would do things in return for ciggies as about half the lads in school were lining up to avail of my services. Of my friends obviously Noreen had her own ways of making money and Jo came from a background that didn't require her to worry about it so only Angie joined me in my new venture. Angie had always been shy around boys but she took to this with gusto and she became the first to take it further when she agreed a fee of 5 packs for a blow job. Angie doing this took it up a level… 続きを読む

The amount of time I was spending in the bong house came at a financial cost and it hadn't taken me long to burn through the £250 that Noreen had given me, and I hate having to admit to this now but in order to fund it I joined Noreen with her shoplifting. At first it was just keeping watch for staff or security men but it didn't take long before I was regularly thieving which really shames me now. At the time most of what we stole was sold on to a guy who I think either took it over the border to Northern Ireland or over the sea to Scotland where it was sold in markets, wherever it was going… 続きを読む

We worked hard for the rest of that school year, Noreen did well in her junior certificate exams, I can't remember her exact results but I know she got 2 A's and 4 B's which was an excellent result, I also continued my excellent result in my own summer exams. When I say we worked hard we obviously had times when we let our hair down and I had become a regular weekend visitor to the bong house. The weed they were smoking their at that time was incredible or at least it felt that way at the time. Noreen wasn't keen on the place so I often went alone but soon I had hooked up with one of the regu… 続きを読む

Christmas that year was a fairly grim experience as my parents kept up only giving me the necessities of life as i think I got a new pair of school shoes, a jumper and a pencil case as Christmas presents. I don't however think I helped my cause in that a week before Christmas I had went out and got roaring drunk with Jo, I had made it home before the door was locked but I had fallen in the hall smashing a telephone table in the process and had then got sick while trying to navigate the stairs to my bedroom. Noreen however made up for it by producing a new Nokia mobile phone for me which I jus… 続きを読む

The upside of my parents punishment of me was I was basically allowed to come and go as I pleased, the only issue was that when they went to bed the door was locked and the key left in the lock so that I could not get. Luckily my grandad gave me a key to his house so most weekend nights I ended up sleeping on the couch in his house. Most weekends I would spend it with Noreen and her gang but I had started to hang with Jo and her friends from time to time though their love of cider and vodka used to put me off as I much preferred to get stoned with Noreen. The downside of my parents punishm… 続きを読む

The following day Noreen called to my door but unfortunately I was grounded due to the lateness of my return the previous night and because they knew i had been smoking. In the argument that ensued after Noreen and been turned away from the door my mother did nothing to help daughter/parents relations when she announced that "she (Noreen) was a bad sort and not the type I was going to be allowed to be friends with", I think I told her where to go and stormed off to my bedroom with my mother shouting behind that from now on I would be taken and picked up from school by her. I headed over to… 続きを読む

My last two years of ************** were quiet affairs as I missed my buddy Sinead badly, Martin was still around but his hormones were in full flow and he wanted a lot more from me than I was willing to offer, I did still hang about with him and I let him have a good feel from time to time but that was as far as I let him go. If the truth be known a year after Sinead had left my body had at last started to change and I had started to notice boys and unfortunately for poor Martin his name was not anywhere the list of boys I was compiling. My parents must have been delighted with my apparent… 続きを読む

The summer between my 10th and ************* was the one I look back on as an idyllic time of my life, for one I did not have school to go too and although everybody looks back on there c***dhood summer holidays and thinks the weather was always perfect, I actually believe this was one of the few years that Ireland had a long hot summer. So everyday I got up as early as I could got all my household chores done as quickly as I could then I cycled as fast as I could down to the halting site to meet up with Martin and Sinead where I would generally help Sinead with her chores before we all headed… 続きを読む

Where to start????? Well after a brief introduction, my name is Aoife, I think going straight to the end is the best way to start - the end finds me writing this sitting alone in a one bedroom apartment owned by my absent married boyfriend, I am 30 years of age, I am educated in that I trained to be a school teacher, up until the end of summer 2016 I was a prostitute and I have regularly used heroin amongst other d**gs since I was 19. A friend on here who has helped and looked after me for years suggested I try and write a story of my life as a way of helping me deal with my demons, i expl… 続きを読む