(NOTE: When this took place, I was married and trying to keep my whole "grrl-mode" part of my life a secret from my wife.) We had a "Softub" brand hot tub on our back porch and, after dark, She and I sometimes slipped in "in the buff". Since we were alone in the house at the time, it wasn't a big deal as the darkness gave us enough cover from the neighbors to have our privacy. But it was outside and otherwise in full view of all the other houses if they cared to look or if there was enough light for them to see anything. Well, one hot Summer night, pretty late, when my wife was already… 続きを読む

Well, let's see. Here's how I figured it all out. I'm a guy in my 40s now, divorced a few years from a wonderful woman. My wife demanded the divorce exactly 1 month after She uncovered my submissive sissy "grrl" side. For years I had kept hidden from Her, and everyone I know, the humiliating truth that I was basically living two lives. One normal looking and the other one more and more turned on by HER sexual exploits and even aroused by HER humiliating and degrading me due to my own sexual inadequacy. Everything started so normally, though! My memories of c***dhood, of family and o… 続きを読む

09/23/2012 iwantbbw88: truth or dare sissygrrl2: OK! uhm, truth... (BTW, do you just wanna call me? I have my cell charged back up again so it's working now.) iwantbbw88: For now the computer is ok....what is the craziest thing you have done? sissygrrl2: Hmmm, well one time I was just really frustrated and horny because I hadn't been able to slip into "grrl-mode" for way too long a time (I was married at the time) and well, I was dying to get dolled up and have some fun! DYING to *lol* Anyway, I went on the computer on AOL Instant Messenger (this… 続きを読む

Being Sissy I've figured out that, for me, Being Sissy has more to do with attitude, femininity and being willing to admit I am not a Real Man, than any question of size, strength, performance, looks, or anything like that. I think Sissies just know they are Sissies. That's how it's always been for me! :) Being Sissy isn't physical. Rather, Being Sissy is about how feminine males (like me) think, and how we react toward others, not about our physical bodies or the size of our "equipment" (..though certain shortcomings can certainly reinforce the feeling! *blush*). - Do yo… 続きを読む

I'm a totally "normal" looking guy, polite, handsome and professional. D&D free, non-smoker and super clean. I'm an enthusiastic, intelligent and discrete man. I'm also an amateur CD slut! *giggle* I LOVE dressing like a BAD "girl" and being erotically humiliated. My whole "girl" life isn't a complete secret anymore, either. Oh yeah, and I am also a REAL life cuckold. Actually, I think that's WHY I'm a CD "grrl"! I'm not a wimp, but ever since my (now EX-)Wife made me a cuckold hubby, I feel really submissive. Now I actually LIKE this and WANT it in my life! If you do… 続きを読む