SissyStepladder

I just another typical pantyboy and wannabe sissy slut. You wouldn't know it if you met me, I live a very standard American middle-class life with a wife, mortgage, and day job. In retrospect I've had latent, repressed feelings of being a sissy since adolescence. I'm still very closeted, but have begun to strive to live by the following sissy rules:

1. No hands
I am not allowed to use my hands to stimulate myself. I can still masturbate, but must find other methods to get aroused, stay aroused, and cum. This usually means rubbing myself against a silky pair of panties. I don't get many opportunities to do this, which means I don't get to cum very often. This leaves me an almost perpetually horny quivering mess. It also means that when I do cum, my loads are quite large. This leads to the next rule...

2. No wasting cum
A good sissy knows that cum, even her own, is a gift that should not be wasted or washed away. I've trained myself to eat my own load, which is my preferred cleanup method. In cases where I can't eat it, I will typically wear it, either on my body or clothes, until the end of the day.

What I'm Looking For[/u]
I crave sexual attention. Nothing makes me happier than seeing friend requests, messages, and comments. I enjoy meeting fellow panty-wearers as well as admirers. All comments are welcome, and I always try to reply! I'm also looking for a strong, discreet, clean, and patient man to service orally.




Bukkake / Cum Eating

I remember well the first time I watched a bukkake video. I instantly identified not with the men, but with the girl. To be the center of attention and make so many around her so fulfilled must be exhilarating. There's something absolutely beautiful about being thoroughly soaked in cum. The only thing hotter is the thought of sharing a kiss with the the lucky recipient and then cleaning every last drop for them.

Creampie Eating

If I ever come out as a sissy, this is how it will start. As I said my rules don't let me cum that often, and this leaves me very horny and my sissy clitty extremely sensitive. So one night, the wife is in the mood, and I'm ready to go. Unfortunately, it's been several weeks since I've emptied my balls, so I explode within seconds of entering her. She's disappointed, as she desperately needed a fuck, so to appease her, I go down and dive in, licking and eating her creamy pussy. Each time she orgasms, she leaks a little more of my semen back into my mouth, which I devour enthusiastically. The feeling is so intense that, while she is a little confused, she is left wanting more of the feeling. Of course this could lead to...

Cuckolding

While I wouldn't qualify it as a micropenis, my cock is only 4 inches fully erect. What's more, I've never been comfortable or confident taking the traditional male role in sex. In the past, I've struggled to get and stay hard. That problem is in the past, but now I'm so sensitive I cum in less than a minute. So far as I know, I'm also the only man my wife has ever fucked. I'd love the see that change. I can only imagine how good a nice, hung man could make her feel. I'd love to see her down on her knees with her mouth filled with a strong, hard cock. I know that I would be somewhat jealous, both of her bull and also of her, but if you love someone you should let them be fulfilled. I only hope that the bull might give me a little attention too!

Bulges

There's something so enticing about the outline of a nice, hard cock straining against its clothing. I'm not picky here, it can be big or small, in panties, a speedo, or something else, it will definitely turn my eye. I want to lick, kiss, and fondle that bulge. I want to be on my knees begging for permission to pull it out to be able to suck it, only to be teased and denied time and again as I grow more and more desperate. I also love to see when cum erupts from a bulge, especially if it comes through the fabric. Of course I'd want to clean it up.

Turn-offs
I'm not into some of the more "extreme" stuff like piss, puke, blood, or scat play. While light spanking and slapping are hot, violence and abuse are not OK. I'm a submissive, not a masochist, so hardcore pain and CBT are nonstarters for me.