I remember you saying you thought you were dying.
You were just feeling me... I'll be dead in 7 months.. the funny thing is I can't decide if I'll be glad or if I'll miss this place. I mean when you reallllllly think about it that is a tough call.... as much as you might hate this world/this place, I'm sure you'll miss it as well.… 続きを読む
The loniest place in the world.
http://youtu.be/9vStnmZVijE listen in 720.… 続きを読む
ho hum.
I've been thinking of seriously dating someone again. I'm afraid that I just can't do that. Be in a closed relationship. I'm not sure if I can ever do that, to be honest. And I'm not sure how I feel about this, that I possibly cannot commit to anyone on any level. I feel broken in so many ways.… 続きを読む
So...
It sucks knowing you'll always be lonely. I haven't been loved in over a decade. Not sex, but love. I always fall for people whom happen to be emotionally and physically unavailable just like my father. We choose people whom remind us of our parents. Because of my father I'm attracted to people who are emotionally/physically unavailable and because of my mother I'm attracted to people who are too critical and whom are verbally/physically abusive, also they were both whores. So the mates I choose abuse me verbally and I'm never part of their life in any way. They're separation experts. Meani… 続きを読む
tortilla de platano maduro
I like trying new flavors lol ... Gonna make this Cuban dish... just can't decide on using cheese or no cheese the first time I make it. http://www.hispanickitchen.com/profiles/blogs/tortilla-de-platano-maduro http://www.mycolombianrecipes.com/tortilla-de-platano-maduro-ripe-plantain-frittata… 続きを読む
You know you got it easy when...
You're biggest (current) problem is ... debating if you should drink more or take a nap...… 続きを読む
