See, the hardest thing for me was leaving the life. I still loved the life. And we were treated like movie stars with muscle. We had it all just for the asking. Our wives, mothers, k**s, everybody rode along. I had paper bags filled with jewelry stashed in the kitchen. I had a sugar bowl full of coke next to the bed.Anything I wanted was a phone call away. Free cars. The keys to a dozen hideout flats all over the city. I'd bet 20, 30 grand over a weekend, and then I'd either blow the winnings in a week or go to the sharks to pay back the bookies."Didn't matter. It didn't mean anything. When I… 続きを読む