the_lord_wolf

Going to start writing again. I have a list of possible ideas and we will see what happens. Revisiting and revising a few of my older stories. Most of those are tagged in my favorites. For my first year here I was known as Lord Dark.

Since I write on a variety of topics and some people are sensitive to certain types of stories I am going to build an index that lists the subject matter. That way people can read just the ones they might like.

Below is an interview. Much of what I have written are things that I have said any number of times to I don't know how many people. If you wish to know who I am it is worth reading.

Story Index

"The Howls of Lust" - Werewolf, violent
"The Howls of Lust II"
"Blackmail Bitch" - lesbian, blackmail
"Sometimes lust won't be denied" - true story, group sex fffm
"The Master and his Pixies" - fantasy, tiny pixies and human Master
"Oedipus takes a train" - incest mother/son
"Oedipus takes her home"
"The Daddy Plan" - incest Daddy/Daughter

Written as Lord Dark...

"Try me!" - D/S male/female very introspective
"Magic at the Strip Club" - D/S true story, ffm
"A Pet's Performance I-IV" - D/S group sex and ffm
"Cinnamon's older Brother" - S&M very violent, incest
"Blackmail is such an ugly word I-III" - D/S, blackmail







The Interview

A man walks into the room taking a seat on the circular couch that dominates the large room. He is tall with long black hair and eyes that most would describe as intense. The woman that follows is pretty, blonde, and clearly used to being on camera. She sits down on the couch with a couple of feet between them. Introductions and a little bit of small talk and they go right into the interview...

"Well first off I would like to welcome you to X-Hamster." she asks holding up her little pocket recorder.

He smiles

Thank you but I am not new to this place. Been here for a little bit over a year. Felt it was time for a change so I retired my old account and started to work on this new one.

"Oh I see. So do you have any plans?"

Mostly I came here to share stories. I enjoy writing erotic fiction and this is a good place to show it off. XH also has the feel of a strip club and I am very comfy in those.

I am also thinking about doing some Role Playing. PMs here are good for that.

"So tell us a little about yourself."

Small chuckle

How much time do you have? Let me see if I can summarize. I have a degree in computers but eventually I got bored with that. Fronted a couple of rock bands that never actually worked out. I am older than I look. Married to a wonderful woman and I have a pet who is also on XH.

My many years of Role Playing experience have allowed me to express my creativity and have a lot of fun. I have run huge long running games and smaller one. After years of live tabletop play I moved online. Ran a few big MUDs and then went into Forums. Those were a lot of fun. I tended to gather people into a chatroom to talk and while we posted in the Forum. My last big game was played live 24/7 in a chatroom. A whole world and a lot of people living their parts.

I have a degree in computers but after years working with them I grew very tired of the business world. Done a lot of other things since then. These days I am mostly concentrating on writing.

"A pet? So I take it you are into the D/S lifestyle?" she asks looking a little uneasy.

Not exactly. What I do is a little different. I like control and I am very creative. Most Masters are very into punishment. They look for constant excuses to do wicked things to their toys. The way I look at it I don't need an excuse once I have permission. I just happen to be a very romantic thoughtful guy who also loves bending girls over and spanking them. I like the intensity of it.

Everyone has an inner demon. A dark side. Mine is just bigger and more developed than most. I enjoy being sadistic.

My wife and I have had a couple of girlfriends in normal life but we have moved away from doing that as her career as taken off. So I have replaced that with a number of mostly online relationships over the last few years. Most have had some level of D/S involved.

"So what do you look for in a submissive?" her tone is a little more curious

He leans back on the couch. Considering for a moment

More than anything a girl who does not see the relationship as just sex games. I don't see it that way at all. It is supposed to be more.

In the normal romantic relationship things are supposed to be balanced. He care about something and she caters to those. She cares about other things and he indulges her in them. Neither person should really be in control because when that happens the other person's needs get neglected.

In a Master/Sub relationship the rules are very clear. The very thing that screws up normal relationships is key to this kind. Control. The Master has it and the sub likes it that way. If you stray from that. If the relationship starts to turn more romantic that just gets in the way. This does not mean there cannot be love. I have often had deep feelings for my subs. But it does mean the little games that often go with a romantic connection are very out of place.

My current pet is a perfect example of what I think a sub should be. I never have to ask her what she is doing or where she is because she always makes sure I know. If she is going to do something she even thinks I might have an opinion on she asks me first. Her loyalty and devotion are unmatched in my experience. I have allowed her to do things I would not even consider with others because of the level of trust she has earned.

There are a few different types of toy I enjoy. My interesting in catgirls started just a few years ago. Many have asked me why and the answer is pretty simple: It is different. A catgirl is a girl with fur. She has all the normal female parts and I can do all the normal things with her. But in addition there is the element of being covered in fur with a tail. So that opens up all sort of other little things to do like petting, scratching, brushing and more. It adds newness to something I have been doing for a long time.

There is a particular form of submissive called babygirls and sometimes littles. These are adult females who choose to play someone much younger. Generally they call their Master either Daddy or Sir. They tend to talk in babytalk, dress in cute frilly clothes and love things like stuffed animals. It is just a game I have no interest in underage girls. But sex is all about the forbidden and this is a very kinky game. Sex is always what you simply don't do with just anybody so any additional forbidden or taboo elements just makes it that much more interesting. So I enjoy naughty little girls who need to be kept in line with with frequent applications of belt, paddle, or hand.



"What do you look for in girls in general?" she inquires as she kicks off her shoes. Curling her legs up under her she holds the recorder up for the answer.

He notices how her eyes seem to follow his hand as he reaches for a drink

Open minded bisexual would be the best way to say it. Unlike most men I actually like women as people. Most of my really good friend throughout my whole life have been female. With guys they almost always break down into one of two types. The competitor who feels the need to outdo me and the follower who wants to be around me to perhaps figure out how I do what I do.

Physically I have a great fondness for hair. Platinum blonde in particular I just love. Of course mostly they just cause me problems or heartbreak but such is life. I also like petite girls. But at the same time I adore redheads and those with raven black hair. I have dated a few women who could easily be called amazons. It is always about the person first.

I am not bi in the least and have no interest in guys.

"So you have a wife, a pet, and sometimes a girlfriend or another sub? And yet you expect loyalty to you. Why would anybody do that?" her tone a challenge. But there is a smile playing across her lips.

He turns on the couch. Facing her directly. She shifts a little and ends up a little closer

Well I could give you the easy humble answer and say you would have to ask them. But frankly I suck at humble.

The vast majority of girls would not. But I am not interested in quantity. I am intense. I expect a lot and I give a lot. I am compassionate and understanding in equal measure with being evil and sadistic. I am not the kind of Master who spends every moment looking for an excuse to punish. I don't need an excuse to torture a toy now do I?

Much of the interaction on the Internet is via words. I am a master of words. Lots of people play Role Playing Games but they are just that games. I make them real. My games make you sweat. Done my way you feel the things I do. Not on the same level as if I were doing them in person but it is not just all words. If I kiss you there is more to it. If I spank you you will squirm in your seat. I make it real because to me it is real. 2 real people. Real emotions. Nothing I do is actually a game to me.

To be with me means you need to know how to share. I don't share with other guys but with girls I sometimes do. I am not currently looking for a new submissive. But when I do she will have to be willing to play with my pet.

I am past the days where I am willing to live purely in text land however. It is far too easy to lie if you only communicate via words. So my relationships of late have been based on Skype. It makes a nice IM and Cam/voice is always available and we use it.

Looking him straight in the eyes she asks, "Don't you think that all sounds a little arrogant?"

He looks back and holds her eyes

It is very arrogant. I am a Master. I am not shy or humble. I believe in myself and I have a lifetime of experience to back it up. Do I think I am some god's gift to women? Hell no. In fact most of me comes from a much darker sort of place. But I am honest and I recognize my own limitations. They just don't matter all that much most of the time.

I have an amazing wife and before that I dated a lot of girls. My wife and I have shared two girlfriends. Before that well let me put it this way. I have not been what you would call single since I was 15 years old. Some of my earliest thoughts were about girls and how they were different than boys. I spanked my first girl when I was 8 years old. Why? Because I could. Because she was willing to let me do what is supposed to be a punishment just cause I wanted to. Why did I want to? Because I expected to be told no. I hate that word. As a Master I have owned some remarkable women. Not simpering little fools but women of substance. If I was weak or uncertain none of those things would ever have happened now would they?

There is a little pause, "Ummhmmm I read some of your stories to prepare for this interview. You write some pretty extreme things. Why? Why not write some boy meets girl passion?"

Suddenly she seems less sure of herself. He smiles

I have played almost every kind of part you can imagine. In life and in Role Play I have done everything I am interested in doing. When it comes to writing I am looking for a challenge. There have been times when I was running Games where I wrote some 10 pages or more in a single evening. At the rate of about 1 page every 15 minutes. In Live play I have gone for hours writing small paragraphs every 2 minutes.

So what I want to do is something others cannot. I have no interest in incest in real life. Like any sane person I see that it destroys lives. Damages people in ways they never recover from. I understand all that.

But in fiction nobody gets hurt. The challenge is can I make you believe it 'could' happen this way. That even though you are dead set against the very idea of incest you read the story and go.... Ok that was hot. That is the challenge.

Would you like something to drink?

She sits up a little straighter,"Yes I would. You seem to have some CamGirl friends. How does that work?" She is slowly twirling one lock of her hair in her hand. She notices and there is a hint of blush as she stops.

A sexy Catgirl in a tiny bikini walks into the room with a bottle of wine and two glasses. She pours, kisses his cheek and walks out. The interviewer's slightly wide eyes follow her swishing tail

Let's be honest here. Most of the guys who frequent the girls are looking to get off... I am not. But I do enjoy the company. Sometimes when I am writing I put one of the girls in the corner of the screen. I find them inspiring. Doing that feels a lot like being in a strip club. I appreciate how difficult the job can be so I try to make it a little better. I do not spend a lot of money and I never will. So those girls just looking for the cash don't like me all that much. Those who appreciate the sweet words and other little touches I do love me to death. I tip to encourage others more often than not. I try to answer some of the questions guys throw out so the girls can concentrate on the guys who are tipping. I have known LovelyBlondy for well over a year. When I show up she smile and I make her happy. A happy CamGirl makes more money it is just that simple.

"Well I think that about wraps things up. Thank you for taking the time to talk to me. I have to admit your answers were not what I was expecting." she says as she sips at her wine. The blood red liquid swirls in her glass as her eyes meet his.

He smiles back. Reaching out to tap her glass with his.

To defying people's expectations. So where do you head to from here? Someone else to interview?

She shakes her head. Little pixie smile hovering over the rim of the glass. "Nope. I could stay for a while... If you would like that." she asks with a hopeful tone in her voice.

I would. Off the record of course.

The smile gets bigger as she moves closer. One hand reaches out to caress his cheek. Her eyes are bright as she whispers, "Definitely off the record."



My pet, the amazing Silver
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LovelyBlondy: My Goddess, wonderful and sexy
http://xhamster.com/user/lovelyblondy
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My friend Amanda
http://xhamster.com/user/AmandaXLove
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The stunning Valdemar
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BENEDICK: I do love nothing in the world so well as you: is not that strange?

BEATRICE: As strange as the thing I know not. It were as possible for me to say I loved nothing so well as you: but believe me not; and yet I lie not; I confess nothing, nor I deny nothing. I am sorry for my cousin.

BENEDICK: By my sword, Beatrice, thou lovest me!
BEATRICE: Do not swear, and eat it.
BENEDICK : I will swear by it that you love me; and I will make him eat it that says I love not you.
BEATRICE: Will you not eat your word?
BENEDICK: With no sauce that can be devised to it. I protest I love thee.
BEATRICE: Why, then, God forgive me!
BENEDICK: What offense, sweet Beatrice?
BEATRICE: You have stayed me in a happy hour: I was about to protest I loved you.
BENEDICK: And do it with all thy heart.
BEATRICE: I love you with so much of my heart that none is left to protest.
BENEDICK: Come, bid me do any thing for thee.
BEATRICE: Kill Claudio.

Everything has it's price from "Much Ado about Nothing"

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I'll try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
But it seems to be the story of our lives

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be



In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...
I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I'm saying, begging
I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Let me love you too
Let me love you to death
Hey am I good enough
For you?
Hey am I good enough
For you?
Am I?
Am I?
Am I good enough
For you?


My friend the wonderful SassyBri
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