themaroonbrief

since schooldays, I have this strong attraction to men. Often I used to stare their crotches and had this urge to touch it but never gained courage. When I was 17 one of my dad's friend took me to his home, unaware that his wife would feel my zip at night while talking to me, in his abscence. I used to stay at his place because my dad was in a shift-based job and mom was posted in another city.

I do not know if I am gay or bi. It's ok I guess.