typicalmalaysian

I discovered I like to be penetrate in April of 2016 (according to my buying history, first anal massager), that was I read an article about sex toys review from a male perspective where pocket pussy, prostate massager and butt plug are reviewed together. I decided I also give anal a try, after that I was deep into it.

Fast forward to recently (January 2021, new decade), after so many hinting of me behave like a "girl", wear panties, use liner & pad, wear leotard underneath, putting on sport bra, and most importantly love receiving in sex, I deep throat my largest dildo right after riding it hard, I accepted I am a sissy. It is more than just /r/cumfromanal or prorgasm (/r/prostateplay), I am not transgender (yet, maybe), I still try to maintain a male and masculine during the day and only exposed my feminized side when the room door is closed and behind monitor, I consider myself as feminized non-binary or gender fluid, basically 2-in-1. I still have long journey to go, and I need to give up a lot of thing to fully committed into this feminized lifestyle and wish I can have a same minded lifelong partner to share with.