I haven't been able to dress for a while now, well over a month, since "everything" got shut down. It's driving me crazy, especially because of what happened about two months ago. I was home alone, getting myself all worked-up. I wasn't dressed-up in lingerie when I started surfin' the 'net because I did not start out "in the mood". Eventually, my cravings took over and I just had to get dressed, get out my favorite toy, and ride that thing like there was no tomorrow! I was watching a video (porn, of course), and the music was loud & rhythmic. I use studio headphones to keep out any unwa… 続きを読む

It sucks how stressful being a crossdresser "in the closet" can be. I mean, nobody knows about this part of me, so I don't have anyone in the real world to talk to about it. A lot of times it's fun to play around, dressing-up and "feeling good", and then there are time when it drives me legit crazy because I don't feel free to satisfy my desires. It sucks living in a world where men are supposed to be men & women are supposed to be women, instead of being a world where people can just be good people, and clothes & sex don't mean anything more than what they are. It's insane that peopl… 続きを読む

I've been on this site for a little over a year, and I have more friends here than I do after a decade on Facebook (where I pretend to be a "man"). I guess the part of me that I try to keep hidden from the world is more popular than the version of me I let my friends & family see.… 続きを読む

Having a great day today, dressing-up and having fun, but more importantly, taking pictures because I LOVE people looking at me. I love the idea of people enjoying seeing me dressed in lingerie. Hopefully I can take a picture that you can really get off on .. or just enjoy looking at. Either way, I'm having a great day, drinking some Jack Daniles and going through all of my girly clothes!… 続きを読む