I drove a couple girls home from a show- they were fans of the band I managed, and since the show was in a college town, I figured I’d be able to get them in without id’s, just saying that they were helping us set up and break down. Without ID we would have to sneak them drinks, but we promised that they were 18, and they were reluctantly allowed in. The cuter little blonde, “Laura”, disappeared for a little while- not used to drinking, I found her outside, a handful of college guys hitting on her uselessly- she didn’t understand a thing they were saying. Knowing me, though, I got her to come 続きを読む
How I started objectifying and sexualizing
There’s definitely some validity to those who point out insecurity: I’ve always, at least since I first started having sexual thoughts about girls, about sixth-seventh grade, felt more proud, happy, secure, whatever, when I’ve been around girls ( not being condescending or misogynistic: in sixth or seventh grade, I, along with the girls who were my friends as well as the subjects of my sexual fantasies/attraction were about 11–************. It’s just when it started, and certainly I enjoyed “Kerri” and “Jen’s” company, it was a definite bonus and no small coincidence that both were quite attra 続きを読む
Her first time seeing me do it
The area around us is pretty remote and sparsely inhabited, so we are always the only people at certain beaches. I took my daughter and younger step-daughters to the beach, and while the younger girls played in the woods a ways off, my daughter went to the edge of the water, maybe 20 feet away. She walked aimlessly back and forth, and I grew hard as I admired her body. I was in the shadow of some overhanging trees, and figured she couldn’t see, or at least make out, what I was doing when I lowered my waistband and began fantasizing about her. She looked my way, but I assumed she didn’t even se 続きを読む
Fantasies over the years
When I was younger, I masturbate to fantasies of girls I knew from school, mostly. In 5th and 6th grade is when I first specifically remember thinking of girl's bodies when I jerked off. Nice tits were kind of rare at that age, but a couple girls had them. Junior High more girls had nice bodies, so more choice. Also it's when I started having oral sex with a girl I knew, a few years older. I still liked thinking about what I'd do with girls from school, or on TV...I had a thing for Pam Dawber, lol- maybe a carry-over on the small tits thing. My older sister was a serious athlete (think Olympic 続きを読む