I gave up cumming for Lent but if i couldn't make it without shooting i built in a punishment that i had to swallow my load. So far I swallowed one load and I am tempted to swallow my second after all the cock craving videos i have watched. I should watch more straight porn. I definitely don't need to see big hard cock right now I am sure it would make me cum… 続きを読む

I have only sucked cock twice in my life. The first time was over 25 plus years ago and he started to stroke me with his cock in my mouth and I came in about 15 seconds. His cock was so big I just couldn’t control myself but the second time the guy was only 5 inches and the same thing happened. I guess sucking cock really turned me on then wonder if would happen a third time. I think if it does happen I end up with a cock in my mouth I hope I’m locked up so I don’t cum at all… 続きを読む

i have been married now for 15 years and like so many married couples We started to become disappointed in our sex life. Since the internet arrived and I started to be able to freely access porn, I started to realize that I was extremely submissive and that I was pretty much a chronic masturbator. I also realized that I needed to be open and honest with my wife (Goddess) about it. Over the last few years she has tried to meet my needs but then I started to read about chastity and came to the realization that submission was not about my needs. So about a year ago I told my wife that I wanted he… 続きを読む